I need the shark and the drumstick πππ like I viscerally needed them 2 weeks ago.
Bananaballz needs frens π«π«π« he's so sad. If anyone would like to donate to the cause, it would make me the happiest girl on earth. Help Bananaballz reunite with his frens π«π«
This cute jewelled garter belt is so freaking cute and elegant. I love it πππ also, do you think red suits me as a color? It is one of my favourite π
Nothing spicy, just wanted to show my nails π β€οΈβ€οΈ matching with my baby Luna β€οΈβ€οΈ It was ages I wasn't doing my nails... And first time ever trying UV gel stick. They so damn easy β€οΈ proud of them πππ
Good morning everyone β₯οΈ How's your day going? Mine is ok. Weather is cloudy with some spotty sunshine to soak in outside.. Yesterday I was playing with red lights for a photoshoot.. must say it is very fuckin difficult. I guess the most frustrating thing is to not be able to translate in the picture, what I see with my eyes lol.. I guess I need to play some more.. I put a little snippet but haven't gotten to post produce much yet π suggestions are accepted, if you have any β₯οΈ
Hello everyone, sorry for the absence lately, but I have been pretty busy, and today I need to go take a tooth out π Wanted to just give a quick update to tell you I am indeed, still here, but life is a bit overwhelming at times, and this is is one of those... Apologies again.. I haven't taken a lot of pics of myself these days, but here's some snaps from my daily life, with some mild spice to it, hoping to make up a tiny bit for my absence. I haven't checked my messages yet, and again, my deepest apologies, yours truly is tryina to handle too much with socials lately and is taking a toll.. Life of a content creator can be hard π₯² Anyway, I will be off now, getting mentally ready for my dental appointment. I just wanna cry. π₯²
I'm officially 33. If I don't end up like Jesus, I'll let you know π€£β€οΈ anyway yours truly today, got flogged for the first time. Pretty nice π
β€οΈπ«° Here's a present β€οΈ (even if it should be you giving me presents πβ€οΈ)
Sorry for the absence, my bf is on holiday so we technically making up for the lost time of these past months π I just wanted to do a quick post and say to everyone that I'm wearing crotchless panties for the first times and feels pretty nice π β€οΈ (I'm so wet π) Ok bye now, I'll be more active soon and will tell you all about the party I went. I promise π«°
HELP WANTED!!! I need help in choosing a couple of outfits for a kinky party summer ball π I am planning on wearing maybe a couple outfits, if I can π There may be more options coming till Saturday, so keep your eyes peeled cause I will need more help in choosing! π€‘ NOW GO AND LEAVE A COMMENT, my pretty little sluts π«°π«°
I don't know what I'll end up writing, but I felt like it. You don't have to read this honestly. Cause it will be long.
I felt like starting something that i ll probably forget soon enough.. or not. Who knows. Anyway, this is me. Raw me. Nothing spicy in it, apart from the brain. For who wants to take a trip down the rabbit hole.
Where do I start? Well, I guess with -I am lonely.
I feel always lonely, no matter the situation. I feel like I never belong anywhere, like I never fit in anywhere. I feel astray. Like a lost satellite into space. I feel like I'm just orbiting around some planet called "life" and no matter how much i reach for it, or try to get into orbit, I just can't seem to grasp it. Feels like I'm an alien wearing a human suit. Feel like I'm not supposed to be here. Yet here I am. Here, just watching life pass by, just watching time going day by day, week by week, month by month. And so on. Completely estranged to it, and tired of reaching for it, with no positive outcome. People say, no man is an island. But i m no man, and I'm a damn useless lost satellite. At least that's how I feel.
I feel like I waste people's time and expectations... What's the point anyway? What's the point in spending time with me if I don't think like I even deserve it. Deserve to have all those expectations thrown onto me... As if there was actually hope in me being actually successful. And no worries. If you wanna tell me to be grateful of what I have, just know that I truly am. But no matter how grateful I feel, that won't change my feelings of not belonging and not wanting to even belong anymore.. cause at the end of the day, all that I am grateful of, is to have found some coping mechanism, more than anything else. Yet, just cause I found a way to cope with this mean world, doesn't mean I wouldn't still very much prefer if I could just disappear into nothing. As if nothing ever happened. Ad if I never existed. Just burst like a soap bubble and vanish into thin air.
This life is so hard to grasp, that really I don't think I want to anymore. Is so tiring and I am super tired already. Like worn out. To the bone almost.. So you see. When you feel this kinda lonely, and tired, really, is easy to just be wanting to drift away.. But anyway, going back to the fact that yet I m still here .. this is to say that what you'll read from me, is not a cry for help or a cry for a solution... No. I have tried plenty things and most simply I accept that some people may just be walking this life, just because we have to. And we're trying our best really. So this is me, this will be my view. My diary, my outlet.. my space... So that I can just drift freely around, stop reaching for planet life and just tell you how the view is from up here.
Is cold up here sometimes. Is cold cause my body is pretty inept into regulating my temperature and therefore I never feel the right temperature. Is so annoying. I like cold but i like stability in it. Can't be cold and then hot 2 mins after. Am not at that point of my drifting yet.
This is it I guess for now from the lost, drifting satellite.
Hello everyone!!! Burning question π Is anyone interested in feet ? π§
I have to say, me myself, I kinda hate feet π I generally just don't like the look of them.. I m fine who with socks and stuff. So as long as they covered am good π Anyway, I guess I am going into uncharted territory here, and going a bit out of my comfort zone, but was having fun experimenting.
I will never have a fetish for feet, nor eventually start liking them π but I do enjoy the power play coming from it, and after all, I am a girl and do love high heels shoes and socks and so on. So I guess I can still experiment with that? ππ
What about you people? I have a few pics and a couple vids up for sale, if someone is into feet π ofc, they will be with socks on ππ β€οΈ
Well, if anyone is interested, let me know with a message β€οΈ Hope you had all a nice weekend π
Hello everyone, and happy 4th of July to all my Americans fans :) (please be careful tho and keep your fingers intact :D) I finally edited the video of me cooking my fav snack. It only took me 3 hrs lol. *insert applause* Anyway, really all you need is - puff pastry sheet (take it out the fridge for a bit before using) - hot canine - a pan - an oven - something to section your creations - baking paper
Now that youβve gathered everything, follow along with me in the video and assemble your creations. Then stick in the oven at 180C for 10 to 20 mins, I give a long range cause, really, depends on the oven :D
Hope you enjoyed this very simple and extra easy snack recipe. Please send pics if you try them and let me know what you think :)
Also, movie suggestion of the day - Love and Leashes. If youβre into BDSM and just a bit kinky, go have a watch, here is on Netflix, not sure about the US :)
Update on the water leak, you asking? (No one is asking anything π) Still there π π« Such joy eh?
Also I will include an amazing picture to remind ourself of how the already tired lion, is treated when he canβt keep up with the mating lioness.
Because I like you all and this space is becoming more and more unhinged.
This month is my birthday sooo <3 show some love during this month, and go give a look at the throne wish list? <3 My birthday is on the 25th of July :3 (I am reaching the same age as when Jesus died for our sins XD I am hoping for a better life changing event than that thoπ€)
Back to us now π
Sorry if i have been a bit silent, (-no please we were all fine lol-) but so many annoying things are happening lately and wellβ¦ First letβs start with the fact I have not been able to shower since friday basically.. Yes gross. I know. Our WC tank has decided (yet again), to break after only 2 weeks of being βfixedβ. Therefore basically every time the water is on, (like mains because the WC does not have a damn valve to shut only that), the WC tank fills up till it overflows both from outside the house, and both inside :/.
Amazing right? Wanna see some waterfall? This way for the ticket.
Anyway, that has left us of course with the ability to use the water, only long enough to wash a few dishes, brush our teeth and flush only. Cause otherwise, yes, you are right, WATERFALLS! (No washing machine either π and cat puked on the sofa this morning as a cherry on the cake.)
Useless to say that yes, both landlady and plumber are aware since saturday morning, but alas, no one has given an actual fuck about it.
This to say I am definitely I am not in the right state to actually take any pics or even be barely presentable .-.
But no worries, I do have something in store for you anyway :) And now that I also have my iPad keyboard and mouse, (is so freaking cute I swear), I edited something for you β€οΈ nothing too fancy, just a little strip tease with a tiny twist, for you β€οΈ hope youβll enjoy. (yes I promised another cooking video. That is also coming β€οΈ aaaand the shibari video as well. It all needs editing.. when you are your own photographer and everything else, it can feel a bit overwhelming to my ADHD brain lol π€ͺ)
Also been wanting to make some posts about kinky movie/manga/books suggestions and so on, does that fancy you? :)
Hereβs something for you now β€οΈ And I really hope you all are having better days than mine :D
Love you all β€οΈ thanks for reading my daily ordeals β€οΈ (more like odyssey?)
I must say. I can't wait for my iPad keyboard to arrive (thanks J β€οΈ) π anyway.
Anecdote of the day.
One day my partner asks me if I wanted to have some carrots salad. I say yes, remind him I wanted it grated.. *insert catastrophic music background*
I meant julienne.
Fair. I made a mistake and realised after a bit .. I thought about telling him, but he saw me preparing plenty times and I thought he knew what I meant and that there was no need.
Boy I was wrong.
10 mins later, comes up, all happy about his grated concoction and we look at each other and I say "I knew I should have told you I meant julienne."
He looks at me and says "I knew something was was off! That's what it was!"
Needless to say, I politely tasted, got disgusted by the texture, and declined the offer.
So moral of the story ? Never overestimate your partner's intelligence.