hey babes, i had to take a mental health day yesterday. it’s..

hey babes, i had to take a mental health day yesterday. it’s possible i might need a few more days, but we'll see. i'm sure some of you who are following me on reddit have noticed that i haven't been doing any partnered promo recently. syn and i separated, quite unexpectedly, two weeks ago and i've been trying to figure out how to navigate this—within myself and here with y'all.

the reality of the situation hit me hard yesterday. i'm still very heartbroken and confused, but i feel like it’s unfair to continue to keep this quiet. unfortunately, syn and i will no longer be making content together. we still have some content that hasn't been released, but i haven't decided if editing and releasing it will be cathartic or detrimental to my healing process.

i've never been in a situation like this before—where a separation not only affects me, but also directly impacts the work that i do and the people that connected with the content that we created. y'all have been so supportive of what i consider to be not only my art, but syn's as well. thank you, from the bottom of my heart.

i don't yet know what my plan is with our released content. as of right now, you can still view free vids and purchase ppv vids. if that changes at any point, i'll be sure to let you know so you have the opportunity to purchase it before it's gone.

with that said, i have many solo vids that i’m working on and will continue to release. i had so much fun saturday night and can’t wait to go live with y’all again. i will still be available for sexting sessions and to make customs; i just ask for your patience and understanding over the next few days while i continue to process this and establish how i would like to proceed.

i look forward to the point where i’m able to view this as an exciting change that is making space for new opportunities, a new direction and variation in the content i’m able to create. until then, i will be doing my best to take care of myself and handle this as gently and gracefully as i’m able.

♡ rene