I have been feeling fragile lately. I am in the process of ..
Added 2024-07-21 23:26:53 +0000 UTCI have been feeling fragile lately.
I am in the process of moving, restarting college, reentering the workforce for the 1st time since 2020, redefining my relationships, and a bunch of other smaller life changes.
I have never been so happy in my life but also never felt more vulnerable.
I have been craving some affection like all humans and not finding anything truly satisfying that need. It's deeper than a hug or cuddle. I am unsure what to call it because it involves sex but not just sex. The ability to cuddle with someone chest to chest and feel their heart beat healing a piece of you. I am unconvinced that I could ever genuinely elicit that from someone else but that deals more with a sense of unworthiness that I do not have the energy to deal with.
The point is love yourself and give yourself grace 💛
Self care can be a wank and a pizza 🍕
