



*You want to get lucky?* Ahhh I feel like I've been doing pretty well outside of SW. It's not luck though, it's just hard work. And I say hard work even for simple stuff because it can be pretty hard for me to do things. I get anxious thinking the worst will happen, that I have to constantly remind myself of "what if the best happens?" I still get anxious about certain things so I have to push myself and I've been trying to adopt certain methods to help me cope. The thing is, I wish I got lucky in SW. I wish more people would like me enough to want to support me in the things I do here. Ngl, I like getting subs and tips and purchases and likes and compliments and feedback for the content I create and post. It makes me feel good and makes me want to continue doing this more. If I was lucky enough to at least have a consistent group of people to help me reach my monthly minimum goal, I'd be free to continue with SW and I wouldn't be worried about having to get another job. I don't want to do that because I already have a lot on my plate and don't want another thing to cause me stress. So here's me hoping that things do get better, and doing my best on my end to make it possible. Maybe someday I'll get lucky. What's something you wish you could get lucky with?