#128 - BEFORE AND AFTER THE CLUB
This is our very first video where we have sex two separate times in the same day: Once right before we get ready for the club, and again when we get home! The first half is relatively standard, romantic sex on our bed... the second half is a HOT quickie on the stairs 🔥
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It was a bit of a slow week on OnlyFans… sometimes life gets in the way 🥰 So here’s a little update!
Pic 1: @damiensoft and I took advantage of our last warm weekend at the beach!
Pic 2: We spent A LOT of time working on our home. We cleaned up the whole backyard and planted clover, which is already starting to grow 😍 And Damien moved a pergola he built from the garage to the yard, and I think it looks sooooo good.
Pic 3: He also built a dog bed for our pup (pictured before he stained it), and if that wasn’t enough—
Pic 4: —he built a trellis partition so we have some privacy in the hot tub! 😈
Pic 5: Just me bein’ silly.
Pic 6: I found a frog! He was living in an old rowboat we had behind the house… and since we emptied and cleaned his home, I made sure to find him a new one 💛
Pic 7: We’re doing Blue Apron again since I’m back in school (not sponsored by them or anything 😂 just genuinely like the food) so I posed with some sexy shrimp tacos I made 🥰
Pic 8: We had an absolutely amazing night with our friend… we talked for a couple hours, went in the hot tub and put the new partition to use, and stated up until 2 kissing and playing around on the bed. She is one of the sweetest, cutest, and most insigtful people I know and we have SO much fun together ❤️❤️❤️ Our #1 goal on OF is to find a way to share these genuinely profound experiences with you… we just need to find the right person who is comfortable sharing with the internet! It’ll happen someday.
And that’s about it! I’ll be much more active this week starting with TWO sex scenes tomorrow 🥳
I will forever be thankful that you’ve all given me a job where I can work REALLY hard when I need to, but I can also take breaks to get back into classes, maintain my health, and build my home life 💛
I love you all,
Diana ✨
This is our last SFW vlog from our summer adventure. It's short and very tame, but I think it's a nice way to close out this chapter of our OF experience 💛
Thank you all again for being patient as we figured out the best way to share the massive amount of content we made on this trip!
https://youtu.be/0JCGfjnfRa8
#132 - DESPERATE DAMIEN
This whole sex tape is pretty much just one, uninterrupted shot! I was feeling particularly good about my health that night, and REALLY needed to move my body. We didn't have any sexy plans, but @damiensoft got turned on, started recording, stopped playing Elden Ring, and jumped my bones right on the floor 😂
This is another video from the weeks where I was starting to feel better. You can see Damien's surprise at the end about how easy it was to slip inside me. Overall, a VERY good (if unexpected) night ✨
BLACK BOOTS AND GLOVES
A lovely subscriber bought me these boots last month and I finally had a chance to wear them dancing! Before we left for the club, we thought we’d take some pics for you all 🥰
**JO EDITION**
#127 - DOGGY BRAIDS
In Monday's video I talked extensively about the months I was sick and my eventual recovery... well, this video was one of the first where we realized the vaginismus pain was slowly going away 🥰 You'll notice how much easier we transition into new positions... it makes it SO MUCH FUN!
FULL VERSION: https://onlyfans.com/331974014/softgirldiana
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I’m back in school this semester, but I arranged my classes so I have Friday’s off! Time to celebrate with more boot and glove pics, and a JO edition later today 🥰
DAMIEN'S STORIES - AUGUST, 2022
August was a good month! We got a ton of new subscribers on OF and got a ton of work done around our house!
Now it's time for jackets, raking leaves, and candles that smell like fall 🍁
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XLI - "I LOVE YOU"
You can file this under "posting for completion's sake." It's only a couple minutes long and I only briefly take my pants off... but I think the longing in our eyes (especially @damiensoft 's) says a lot about how tough a long-distance relationship can be.
We only have a few more College Video Chats, so I'm going to milk every last one! 😂
#123 - TRYING TO FEEL BETTER
This video is going to serve as a way-too-late vaginismus update 💫 Many of you subscribed because you’re either women who have experienced vaginismus, or men with partners who have vaginismus… and I want to do my best to keep you all updated 💛
If you’ve been here more than a few months, you’ve probably noticed that our content has gotten MUCH more exciting than the videos we were posting in our first year on OnlyFans… and I haven’t explained why!
Like it says on my little bio, I’ve been dealing with pain during intercourse for my entire adult life. Our “First Time” videos (#1-7) show us using a numbing gel called Lidocaine to help me finally achieve penetration for the first time, and most of the videos afterward show us starting slow, Damien asking, “Are you okay?” several times during our sessions, and—on rare occasions—stopping sex completely because of the pain.
We had a few “turning points” along the way, the most notable being #95 from December of last year called “Pure, Pain-free Joy.” I had just gotten my IUD out, and it seemed to make the vaginismus almost disappear 💛 (It’s still one of our most popular videos!) While I do think the IUD side effects were making things worse, it definitely wasn’t the only culprit, and the pain returned a few days later.
Strangely, I did quite a bit better when we went to Ecuador in January (sex tapes #101-105). But then around March and April, things got worse…
If you were subscribed to us way back then, you’ll remember we had to take quite a bit of time off for health reasons. I’ve had something called POTS since I was in high school and I’ve been on medication ever since… but the POTS symptoms seemed to be getting worse around this time 😫
I finally scheduled a barrage of doctor appointments. I changed prescriptions for the first time… and my health *still* went downhill. In videos #116, #120, and #122, we used toys on Damien because—even though I was totally turned on—sex was just too painful.
That brings us to this video! It’s from the end of April. Damien felt so awful about the pain and did his best to make the night special for me. He was so gentle and caring... he went down on me for *much* longer than you see in the video! The pain was still there when we started to have sex… but we took it slow and ended up having a lovely time (as you'll see). What I *didn’t* know was this was one of the last times we’d have to take things slow 😃
Shortly after this video, Damien started to put the pieces together… the medication I had been taking for years, as well as the *new* meds the doctors prescribed, all lowered my heart rate and blo*d pressure. Since vaginas need blo*d to operate properly, he thought maybe there was a link.
So I said “fuck it” and stopped taking pills for the first time in over five years. Annnnnnnd—somewhere between videos #124 and #129—the vaginismus pain started to disappear!!
Before I continue, I want to make it 100% clear that I still ultimately trust doctors and I am certain I would have been in a *much worse* place if I hadn’t been medicated during my first few years of having POTS. Buuuuuut… it looks like I outgrew a lot of my symptoms… and the pills may have actually been holding me back! With my doctor's approval, I haven’t been taking any meds for the last few months and things have been SO MUCH BETTER, not just with the vaginismus, but with my health as a whole.
It appears the vaginismus was/is a the combination of several factors:
1. The IUD and meds were a big one, but…
2. …there is also a dime-sized patch at the base of my vagina that still hurts when touched. This pain didn’t improve with the rest of my health problems, and doctors still don’t know what it is. Until we find a solution to this strange pain, Damien and I will still have to be mindful of things like speed and sex positions.
3. As if all these issues weren’t annoying enough, it looks like I also have a semen allergy 😫 I know, I know… wtf am I doing on OnlyFans 😂 Not only would I feel pain when Damien came inside me, I’m fairy certain his pre-cum also made things more irritable. It’s possible this pain was also related to the meds, but we can’t really test it out until I’m back on some form of birth control. Soooooooooo… condoms for the foreseeable future. Sorry guys!
4. It’s likely that fear of both the dime-sized patch of pain and the semen allergy were making it difficult for my brain to calm down before sex, which put my vagina in lock-down mode and made things even *more* painful! And if we’re right about the meds reducing the amount of blo*d flow to my vagina… I’ve had the vaginismus equivalent of a perfect storm 😂
5. Also, if blo*d flow WAS the problem, it would explain why we had good sex in Ecuador... I was super active all day, every day!
Video #130 is the first time we realized the pain was probably gone for good… and it was just in time for our summer trip to Europe. Every video since then has been mostly pain-free sex… and I could not be more grateful.
I have no idea if I’ll stay healthy or if the POTS and/or vaginismus are just waiting to make their comeback… but for the moment, I’m happy 🥰 And this video is a lovely reminder of how patient Damien has been through every step of this horrible journey.
If anybody has been struggling with vaginismus, I hope there’s something in this post that can point you in the right direction. And if you have any questions, you can ask below in case it might help others, or shoot me a DM if you'd like to keep it private.
I love you all,
Diana ✨
Thumbnail for sex tape #152
Soooo we tried something last night……..
I’m going to spoil it for you: we didn’t get very far! 😩
But an attempt was made, and you’ll get to see it on some future Monday! 💛
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I’ve never done this before, but I’m going to share my favorite pic from a photoshoot before it’s even time to post the rest! I just like this one soooooo much, and Damien did such a good job taking and editing it ❤️ The rest of the week’s pics are great too… but I just couldn’t wait to share this one. I hope you like it!
Also, I owe you all since I was VERY distracted with some big domestic projects this week 😩 Especially all of you who have been waiting on a DM! I’ll get back to you soon, I promise 😘
#147 - CHUCKS AND ANAL TALK
A very patient subscriber bought me these shoes quite some time ago and we only recently wore them for sex! I think most of you will like this video, whether you're into shoes or not. We talk on our tiny balcony for a few minutes, then move to the loveseat for some fun 😈
Somewhere in between all this, I tell @damiensoft we can try butt stuff someday 😂 Sooooo, that might happen eventually... but I can't make any promises!
Also, we left a couple random bits at the end... just for fun 🥰 Enjoy!
OnlyFans just deleted our First Time PPV, our Europe PPV, and today's video (before it was even done processing) without explanation. For those of you who bought the PPVs, I'll send out a mass message with as soon as they're re-uploaded (probably tomorrow or Wednesday 😫). Today's video should be back up in the next few hours. And if a human from OnlyFans is reading this, please, for the love of God, quit directing me to your Terms and Conditions—which I have read numerous times and have not violated—and tell me what the hell I'm doing wrong!
FROM THE ARCHIVE: PART IV
From Snapchat selfies and reddit verifications, to candy panties and pussy closeups... I'd say it was a fun trip into the past! 🥰
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Fun fact: You can date our content by how hairy I am. If you look carefully enough, you'll be able to tell this video is from March, 2019 😂
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