It’s like I was fragmented at that point and I just didn’t feel the love for living like I used to... I was just doing through life... allowing my pain and suppression of it to consume me. I forgot how exhilarating it felt to twirl, to move my hips and sweat to drums... I didn’t identify with myself... an empty shell that felt.. well.. empty. I never thought I would feel right in my body... or heart again. The trauma continued as I operated from a space of scarcity and survival and I only attracted users and abusers when I truly just wanted the love I had been giving all along... I always felt like I loved my partner more than they loved me... and I thought I could teach them how to love.(of course I did but I didn’t realize this until much later after the relationships ended) (continued in next post.) (part 2)
2020-04-06 04:49:07 +0000 UTC
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Loving this body, movement had always been my medicine.. it’s crazy how sometimes we can forget our roots... what created us to be so stellar... what lay in our bones and through our energy what we can shift... remembering all that we are, all that we do... ❤️ To tell you guys the truth I haven’t identified with my body for a while... like since 20/21 I had deep trauma that rooted from childhood trauma but I made the wounds deeper... it caused me to disregard my body and all its glories... it’s power and it’s sacredness. (Continues is next post )
2020-04-06 04:42:38 +0000 UTC
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2020-04-02 04:13:34 +0000 UTC
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When the voice in my head tells me I’m ugly when I’m mother naturing.. I combat with impromptu sexy photo shoot accompanied by some groovy musica ❤️ I love this body... in all her phases ❤️
2020-03-27 04:58:04 +0000 UTC
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I love ambers, scarlets & reds... ❤️🌺👁
2020-03-27 04:51:07 +0000 UTC
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Swipe right ❤️🐱
2020-03-25 13:48:30 +0000 UTC
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2020-03-25 13:47:53 +0000 UTC
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This is what happens when I take yummy mushy chocolates and tribehouse is empty lol I first cleaned and mopped all the floors and saged the house... than it was time to get Naked and show some love ❤️🙏
2020-03-24 04:12:32 +0000 UTC
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2020-03-23 02:00:41 +0000 UTC
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2020-03-23 01:59:24 +0000 UTC
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2020-03-23 01:59:03 +0000 UTC
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I love wearing dresses 🍀
2020-03-20 06:47:08 +0000 UTC
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🌹FlowerChild 🌺
2020-03-20 06:45:03 +0000 UTC
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( o Y o ) my favorite and one of most sensitive places on my body ... instantly wet when touched :x
2020-03-20 06:44:25 +0000 UTC
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( o Y o ) bath bath
2020-03-20 06:42:11 +0000 UTC
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Announcement for upcoming content IF I GAVE YOU A FREE TRIAL PLEASE MESSAGE ME SO WE CAN SQUARE AWAY
2020-03-19 18:00:16 +0000 UTC
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2020-03-19 13:25:21 +0000 UTC
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2020-03-16 03:23:10 +0000 UTC
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Phone crash update !
2020-03-03 14:44:16 +0000 UTC
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2020-03-02 13:33:57 +0000 UTC
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I most definitely am a selfie queen 👑✨
2020-02-29 16:53:45 +0000 UTC
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2020-02-15 07:31:25 +0000 UTC
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New Hampshire Type Mood
2020-02-15 07:30:17 +0000 UTC
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Valentines Day Update ❤️💗💕❤️
2020-02-13 20:18:43 +0000 UTC
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2020-02-13 03:51:44 +0000 UTC
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Happy February my loves! ❤️ Just checking in with you wonderful souls making sure that you are happy and enjoying the content. In the month of February you can expect a lot more professional photo shoot’s behind the scenes photos and videos and so much more if you have any ideas or suggestions please shoot me a message if you want personal content or if you have certain requests you can also message me and you can tip to get your request for felt have a beautiful day.
2020-02-03 17:47:21 +0000 UTC
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Cotton Candy 🍬 Dreaming 💗🌙
2020-02-03 11:15:14 +0000 UTC
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2 new sneak-peaks for my “Aquarius” themed photo shoot! 🌸💕 so much fun to play with colors, shadows + angles! What do you think? ❤️
2020-01-30 08:55:31 +0000 UTC
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